for all i know.. i can nv understand wad others are trying to say.. sad.. =( i seem rather moodless again.. today.. i wanted to smile but - there's nothin needed to smile abt.. so wad for? yeah.. i know.. i'll smile for the sake of making myself happy and find back the real me.. but i've been searching all over.. so many years.. and i think my hope is diminishing.. sianz..
i'm thinking of rubbish when i'm alone.. and i'm very aware of wad i am doing.. i juz wanna say.. i HATE to be alone!! but the fact is.. i'm alone for all the time.. suay.. for all i can say.. maybe my attitute today is due to this stupid mood-spoiling weather.. i'm sick.. real sick.. yet.. i'm sweating like hell!! sneezing and sweating.. am i crazy? i dun like this feeling.. can anyone get me out of it?
i hurt myself during pe lesson.. free game.. and i dunno wad the heck are they playing.. squat down and suddenly kena 'attacked' by her.. haha. den my fingers and knee kena.. she helped me to clean my wound and she gave a thousand apologies.. oh manx.. i feel so guilty.. only if i didnt squat in the middle of no where.. haiz.. suddenly stomach cramp.. haha.. anyway.. it's not her fault la.. i careless.. as long as my fingers are still intact can le.. can move can le!! i still want to complete my diploma!!! haha.. smilez =)
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for all i know.. i can nv understand wad others are trying to say.. sad.. =( i seem rather moodless again.. today.. i wanted to smile but - there's nothin needed to smile abt.. so wad for? yeah.. i know.. i'll smile for the sake of making myself happy and find back the real me.. but i've been searching all over.. so many years.. and i think my hope is diminishing.. sianz..
i'm thinking of rubbish when i'm alone.. and i'm very aware of wad i am doing.. i juz wanna say.. i HATE to be alone!! but the fact is.. i'm alone for all the time.. suay.. for all i can say.. maybe my attitute today is due to this stupid mood-spoiling weather.. i'm sick.. real sick.. yet.. i'm sweating like hell!! sneezing and sweating.. am i crazy? i dun like this feeling.. can anyone get me out of it?
i hurt myself during pe lesson.. free game.. and i dunno wad the heck are they playing.. squat down and suddenly kena 'attacked' by her.. haha. den my fingers and knee kena.. she helped me to clean my wound and she gave a thousand apologies.. oh manx.. i feel so guilty.. only if i didnt squat in the middle of no where.. haiz.. suddenly stomach cramp.. haha.. anyway.. it's not her fault la.. i careless.. as long as my fingers are still intact can le.. can move can le!! i still want to complete my diploma!!! haha.. smilez =)
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