=( feeling depress now... NOW!!! i really feel lyk crying... he seem to be drifting further and further away from me every year... i went to look for him in friendster... he dun seem to be sociable and all 3 of his contact are GALS!!! but he only have 1 tes written by his cousin... but still... i feel so ---... argh!!! dunno wad to describe... but one thing for real... we cant really b frens, not to say close frens!!! ='( i'm sad, i'm despo, i feel miserable... i feel dat it's the end of the world!!! seen from all my previous posts u noe how long i waited, how i wanted so much... all the happy happy sad sad memories... (suppose to be happy moments but sad whenever i think of it) i want to cry... he appear in my dream... two days ago... but i noe it will nv be a dream come true... anyone notice i've been gloomy of late? doubt so... ppl think i'm crazy... craving, for so long liao still cannot 4get... indeed, sometimes i feel dat too, telling myself to forget... but everytime i tried to forget for the first day, it'll still come back eventually, each time let me think dat it's much more impossible le, i'm sad, getting more and more depress abt this matter... i dunno wad can i do... n not keeping in touch is making me worse... pls dun ask me to forget... i can nv do so...
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=( feeling depress now... NOW!!! i really feel lyk crying... he seem to be drifting further and further away from me every year... i went to look for him in friendster... he dun seem to be sociable and all 3 of his contact are GALS!!! but he only have 1 tes written by his cousin... but still... i feel so ---... argh!!! dunno wad to describe... but one thing for real... we cant really b frens, not to say close frens!!! ='( i'm sad, i'm despo, i feel miserable... i feel dat it's the end of the world!!! seen from all my previous posts u noe how long i waited, how i wanted so much... all the happy happy sad sad memories... (suppose to be happy moments but sad whenever i think of it) i want to cry... he appear in my dream... two days ago... but i noe it will nv be a dream come true... anyone notice i've been gloomy of late? doubt so... ppl think i'm crazy... craving, for so long liao still cannot 4get... indeed, sometimes i feel dat too, telling myself to forget... but everytime i tried to forget for the first day, it'll still come back eventually, each time let me think dat it's much more impossible le, i'm sad, getting more and more depress abt this matter... i dunno wad can i do... n not keeping in touch is making me worse... pls dun ask me to forget... i can nv do so...
-=+driftingaway+=-