too much unhappiness happen today... too much... i became so depress... all happen together-too fast!!! i cant take it!! maths test, i crush and misplace it [cuz of dat lousy result] i haven gotten such marks b4... i cant blive myself.. it was so easy and yet... who's fault? mine... maybe my overconfidence for maths gave my marks off.. i could not accept any kinda stupid error... too stupid to commit... wad a waste.. =( i lose... not by mere 1 to 2 marks but 12.5 marks gone!! u noe how i feel?? when there are more full markers but i'm not noe of them?? =(
tot of primary sch all of a sudden and he came to my mind... miss him so much... i haven seen him for perhaps 1 year liao... ever since last year's tcher's day at xingnan [or at his bball court?] the way going home from sch today was so lonely... no one was free to spare time to go home wif me, even my sis!! i feel lyk crying... it's lyk almost everytime everyday dat i go home ALONE... but wad can i do? all my sis say was dat i dun have enuf fren.. i cant go out with them often oso.. cuz u think i'm rich? i'm from a bankrupt home... almost broken family... anything might happen anytime... for all u say... i might not turn up for sch tml... so i ended up taking MRT home... wanted to return my sis's bk..
on my way from mrt to jurong point... i juz mentioned him during sch today... den this very moment when i was thinking dat i could meet him, he appear in front of me... right in front of me... walking in opp. direction, he stared at me and i stared at him then walk pass each other, without even saying a simple 'hi' [he used to say dat even we enter sec sch...] he did not.!!! i stared at him... hoping dat he will stop and tok to me... but he was gone juz lyk dat... dat few seconds was so precious... he din turn back his head... probably forgotten me... u mean my waiting for 7 years is going to b ruin today? he dun seem to recognise me... but i still!!! =( at least... old fren ba... cant we juz tok... din he told me the other time dat we are going to be best fren foreva? did he really mean wad he said? ='( i began to tear... den after returning the bks, i ran to the bus interchange, hoping to see him again... but he wasnt there anymore.. i cried all my way home... thinking wad happened in the past.. they were so so so memorable to be forgotten, esplly playing wif him.. i wonder when will we meet again after today... ='(
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too much unhappiness happen today... too much... i became so depress... all happen together-too fast!!! i cant take it!! maths test, i crush and misplace it [cuz of dat lousy result] i haven gotten such marks b4... i cant blive myself.. it was so easy and yet... who's fault? mine... maybe my overconfidence for maths gave my marks off.. i could not accept any kinda stupid error... too stupid to commit... wad a waste.. =( i lose... not by mere 1 to 2 marks but 12.5 marks gone!! u noe how i feel?? when there are more full markers but i'm not noe of them?? =(
tot of primary sch all of a sudden and he came to my mind... miss him so much... i haven seen him for perhaps 1 year liao... ever since last year's tcher's day at xingnan [or at his bball court?] the way going home from sch today was so lonely... no one was free to spare time to go home wif me, even my sis!! i feel lyk crying... it's lyk almost everytime everyday dat i go home ALONE... but wad can i do? all my sis say was dat i dun have enuf fren.. i cant go out with them often oso.. cuz u think i'm rich? i'm from a bankrupt home... almost broken family... anything might happen anytime... for all u say... i might not turn up for sch tml... so i ended up taking MRT home... wanted to return my sis's bk..
on my way from mrt to jurong point... i juz mentioned him during sch today... den this very moment when i was thinking dat i could meet him, he appear in front of me... right in front of me... walking in opp. direction, he stared at me and i stared at him then walk pass each other, without even saying a simple 'hi' [he used to say dat even we enter sec sch...] he did not.!!! i stared at him... hoping dat he will stop and tok to me... but he was gone juz lyk dat... dat few seconds was so precious... he din turn back his head... probably forgotten me... u mean my waiting for 7 years is going to b ruin today? he dun seem to recognise me... but i still!!! =( at least... old fren ba... cant we juz tok... din he told me the other time dat we are going to be best fren foreva? did he really mean wad he said? ='( i began to tear... den after returning the bks, i ran to the bus interchange, hoping to see him again... but he wasnt there anymore.. i cried all my way home... thinking wad happened in the past.. they were so so so memorable to be forgotten, esplly playing wif him.. i wonder when will we meet again after today... ='(
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