anyone who read this post... juz pretend u read nutting after reading...
herrr! i ACTUALLY SMILE =I in front of them!!! =\ yes... i really did... cuz i have no choice... chele, u hit it on the spot... i saw it liao, i finally get to see it!! and today's not the first tym seeing them but the 2nd!!! it's the other guy... [i noe i shldnt have this kinda thinking, but it's a long story... maybe i'll write some other tym] wif the gal whom they used to despised, but i still trusted her and yet---.. cannot blame... she duno.. and i tell myself not to shed anymore tears today... i'll not and NEVA ever cry for him again!!! i want to be the me whom i m in the past - the talkative and cheerful me; no worries, no enemies... i sumtym really hate to grow up... now... even i myself find me a nuisance... always interrupt others wif my complains and sadness... i'm afraid dat they might ignore me one day... so... who can i tok to? i dun wan to disturb them anymore... the only "person" whom i can really tok my heart to is the cockroach downstairs... but i've not been going down for a very long tym liao... and the cockroach may not b there when i want to find him... i cant tok alone at home, at sch, or any other places.. ppl might think i'm sick!! used to go down stairs in the evening [or nite, dat was very long ago lor] and tok to the roaches... but not anymore... it's a few year since i last tok to the cockroach... tink got 5 years liao... and dat tym doesnt have this kinda of prob to tok to him... i feel so lonely.....
-=+i'mnotcrying+=-
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anyone who read this post... juz pretend u read nutting after reading...
herrr! i ACTUALLY SMILE =I in front of them!!! =\ yes... i really did... cuz i have no choice... chele, u hit it on the spot... i saw it liao, i finally get to see it!! and today's not the first tym seeing them but the 2nd!!! it's the other guy... [i noe i shldnt have this kinda thinking, but it's a long story... maybe i'll write some other tym] wif the gal whom they used to despised, but i still trusted her and yet---.. cannot blame... she duno.. and i tell myself not to shed anymore tears today... i'll not and NEVA ever cry for him again!!! i want to be the me whom i m in the past - the talkative and cheerful me; no worries, no enemies... i sumtym really hate to grow up... now... even i myself find me a nuisance... always interrupt others wif my complains and sadness... i'm afraid dat they might ignore me one day... so... who can i tok to? i dun wan to disturb them anymore... the only "person" whom i can really tok my heart to is the cockroach downstairs... but i've not been going down for a very long tym liao... and the cockroach may not b there when i want to find him... i cant tok alone at home, at sch, or any other places.. ppl might think i'm sick!! used to go down stairs in the evening [or nite, dat was very long ago lor] and tok to the roaches... but not anymore... it's a few year since i last tok to the cockroach... tink got 5 years liao... and dat tym doesnt have this kinda of prob to tok to him... i feel so lonely.....
-=+i'mnotcrying+=-