i noe it's gonna be the end of the world liao... things turn out to b not wad i expected... =( i feel so depressed today... i'm sure there are more hu feel more depress than me out there.. i noe dat i'm very well done liao but i'm still not satisfied.. although ppl admire me for getting such high marks, i still feel dat it's not worth ppl's admiration at all... where did my mistake lie on? if i feel so hurt even to lose 4 marks from my target, den ppl from my class will jump the building [i think] when i was in sec 1, with the same result i get, i felt as if i own the world... due to some stupid careless mistakes but i dun really mind the careless mistake i made the other tym, coz i top the class for dat paper... i'm satisfied liao... but promoting to sec2 onwards, my expection became higher coz of a new student who is pro in dat subject... i got full marks!!! i'm therefore satisfied than anything else... now dat i'm in sec3, my expection gone higher, to challenge the pros in my class... i've already lose out so many chances in my test due to stupid careless mistakes... i tell myself tym and tym again dat i can do it the nxt tym but still failed... so this SA1 is darn important to me, but it turn out to b the same result as b4... ='( by right i shld feel happy to get this result but coz maybe this tym i got defeated by many ppl... i got so stressed up!!!!!! i'm furious!!! those ppl are the pros i'm challenging but failed... y cant all of them score as low as me? [jk] i actually lose out to around 4 ppl... u noe? 4 ppl means dat i'm the 5th or wad? thanks for consoling me, i need dat... but i feel so ---, [still dunno how to describe, u ppl dun understand] i want perfection!!! the more i hope 4, the more i feel disappointed... i have already lowered my expection for A maths liao... i'm mentally prepared [but still quite high]... if i get less than an 'A', --- [i dunno wad i'll do... i cant control myself] falling down from very high places hurts, it might even make u paralysed [pls dun get this wrong, i'm not going to commit suicide!] i noe dat i muz learn to 'kan kai yi dian'... wad given to you is already good enuf, dun ask for more liao!!! =) juz try ur best and relac...
juz now gotten back my chinese paper and bio section C... still not dat bad... i actually score 27 out of 30 for my section C!!! rare case... i usually dun do well for bio, it's the subject which i've not passed for the last few test!!! then chinese paper got alot error in the marking... made mdm lim headache.. haha... i got 76 % lar... my expection for chinese is dat got A can liao.. quite happy wif these 2 subjects' result... hope the rest of the paper will be the same but think very minimal chance lar... coz juz now mr murali say dat the whole level did badly for physics and chemistry... shit!!!!! i dun wan to get back those paper!!! i'm sick!!! omg, wad shall i do?
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i noe it's gonna be the end of the world liao... things turn out to b not wad i expected... =( i feel so depressed today... i'm sure there are more hu feel more depress than me out there.. i noe dat i'm very well done liao but i'm still not satisfied.. although ppl admire me for getting such high marks, i still feel dat it's not worth ppl's admiration at all... where did my mistake lie on? if i feel so hurt even to lose 4 marks from my target, den ppl from my class will jump the building [i think] when i was in sec 1, with the same result i get, i felt as if i own the world... due to some stupid careless mistakes but i dun really mind the careless mistake i made the other tym, coz i top the class for dat paper... i'm satisfied liao... but promoting to sec2 onwards, my expection became higher coz of a new student who is pro in dat subject... i got full marks!!! i'm therefore satisfied than anything else... now dat i'm in sec3, my expection gone higher, to challenge the pros in my class... i've already lose out so many chances in my test due to stupid careless mistakes... i tell myself tym and tym again dat i can do it the nxt tym but still failed... so this SA1 is darn important to me, but it turn out to b the same result as b4... ='( by right i shld feel happy to get this result but coz maybe this tym i got defeated by many ppl... i got so stressed up!!!!!! i'm furious!!! those ppl are the pros i'm challenging but failed... y cant all of them score as low as me? [jk] i actually lose out to around 4 ppl... u noe? 4 ppl means dat i'm the 5th or wad? thanks for consoling me, i need dat... but i feel so ---, [still dunno how to describe, u ppl dun understand] i want perfection!!! the more i hope 4, the more i feel disappointed... i have already lowered my expection for A maths liao... i'm mentally prepared [but still quite high]... if i get less than an 'A', --- [i dunno wad i'll do... i cant control myself] falling down from very high places hurts, it might even make u paralysed [pls dun get this wrong, i'm not going to commit suicide!] i noe dat i muz learn to 'kan kai yi dian'... wad given to you is already good enuf, dun ask for more liao!!! =) juz try ur best and relac...
juz now gotten back my chinese paper and bio section C... still not dat bad... i actually score 27 out of 30 for my section C!!! rare case... i usually dun do well for bio, it's the subject which i've not passed for the last few test!!! then chinese paper got alot error in the marking... made mdm lim headache.. haha... i got 76 % lar... my expection for chinese is dat got A can liao.. quite happy wif these 2 subjects' result... hope the rest of the paper will be the same but think very minimal chance lar... coz juz now mr murali say dat the whole level did badly for physics and chemistry... shit!!!!! i dun wan to get back those paper!!! i'm sick!!! omg, wad shall i do?
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