haiz... dunno wad happen to my msn... juz couldnt open, ask me try again later... juz now juz mentioned abt msn cannot open n now it kena me... haha? wad's this? i'm so bored even though i dun usually chat.. juz cum to chat n listen to music... entertain myself, i dun wanna to live in the past!! now all the shadows of the past flash back in my head!!! all that primary sch frens especially him i dunno y? i juz feel lyk crying, sthg bad is going to happen again [i think so] i really miss them but can i juz put dat aside and think of other things now??? mayb not toking abt this will make me 4get for the moment...
ok nutting interesting happen today, juz dat went home after sch lor, go my ah ma house and teach my ah ma chinese... teach her the words in her dunno wad 'nian jing' [aiya dunno wad's the english name for that] teach until i fall asleep!!! -_- so tired... slept in the bus for the whole journey, luckily i woke up juz in time, if not gonna turn a big round!!! dunno y juz feel tired this few days or rather for very long time liao...
actually cannot use com today cuz my lil bro cuming back... if he sees it den i die!! u c, now he asking me to help him play... haiz... if i dun wanna play den dunno wad outcome lar... although he's younger than me, he got all the power at home... he's violent and every1 in our house is afraid of him.. no choice, my parents dotes him so much dat they 'bu she de' beat him, so he turn out to b a spoilt brat.... haiz... i've failed as elder sis manx! it seems that i'm always controlled by the smaller ones... my sis dun listen to me, she has no respect of me as her sis, she lyk to go her way, this one my parent dotes her more than me cuz her sch result gd... only this reason!!! then the bigger younger bro of mine is-haiz... dunno how to describe him... it's not dat i dun wanna to say him, it's juz dat his behavior is worse than a primary sch kid!!! he's 11 this year and he still fight wif his bro for a very minor thing (watching tv or playing com) it's the elder who always starts the fight! haiz... useless... i can prove dat he's really useless!!! see... his result is getting from bad to worst!!! he was quite ok in primary 1 but slowly later, he started lagging, his brain seemed not to b growing!!! u noe wad he got for his SA1? the highest mark amg e 4 subj is 40.5, sci.. his maths used to b the best subject but now it failing lyk hell!!! u cant imagine!!! always got cane marks on his buttock, he deserve it!!!
i noe i failed in this aspect liao... my parent teach lil manner to them and dat's y... dat's all fate!!!
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haiz... dunno wad happen to my msn... juz couldnt open, ask me try again later... juz now juz mentioned abt msn cannot open n now it kena me... haha? wad's this? i'm so bored even though i dun usually chat.. juz cum to chat n listen to music... entertain myself, i dun wanna to live in the past!! now all the shadows of the past flash back in my head!!! all that primary sch frens especially him i dunno y? i juz feel lyk crying, sthg bad is going to happen again [i think so] i really miss them but can i juz put dat aside and think of other things now??? mayb not toking abt this will make me 4get for the moment...
ok nutting interesting happen today, juz dat went home after sch lor, go my ah ma house and teach my ah ma chinese... teach her the words in her dunno wad 'nian jing' [aiya dunno wad's the english name for that] teach until i fall asleep!!! -_- so tired... slept in the bus for the whole journey, luckily i woke up juz in time, if not gonna turn a big round!!! dunno y juz feel tired this few days or rather for very long time liao...
actually cannot use com today cuz my lil bro cuming back... if he sees it den i die!! u c, now he asking me to help him play... haiz... if i dun wanna play den dunno wad outcome lar... although he's younger than me, he got all the power at home... he's violent and every1 in our house is afraid of him.. no choice, my parents dotes him so much dat they 'bu she de' beat him, so he turn out to b a spoilt brat.... haiz... i've failed as elder sis manx! it seems that i'm always controlled by the smaller ones... my sis dun listen to me, she has no respect of me as her sis, she lyk to go her way, this one my parent dotes her more than me cuz her sch result gd... only this reason!!! then the bigger younger bro of mine is-haiz... dunno how to describe him... it's not dat i dun wanna to say him, it's juz dat his behavior is worse than a primary sch kid!!! he's 11 this year and he still fight wif his bro for a very minor thing (watching tv or playing com) it's the elder who always starts the fight! haiz... useless... i can prove dat he's really useless!!! see... his result is getting from bad to worst!!! he was quite ok in primary 1 but slowly later, he started lagging, his brain seemed not to b growing!!! u noe wad he got for his SA1? the highest mark amg e 4 subj is 40.5, sci.. his maths used to b the best subject but now it failing lyk hell!!! u cant imagine!!! always got cane marks on his buttock, he deserve it!!!
i noe i failed in this aspect liao... my parent teach lil manner to them and dat's y... dat's all fate!!!
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