='( i juz couldnt control my tears today... i usually can control it by frowning but today i bursted out into tears immediately after maths lesson i dunno y... i juz feel miserable.. so embarrassing, hope not many ppl see it... mayb i juz couldnt accept the fact dat i failed my target for maths!!! ='( i really dun wish to mention but i wan to write out my feelings in this blog... this is the only place when i can be true abt myself... i feel so sry for the ppl who didnt do well in the maths exam but then i really muz say this... diff ppl have diff target... i usually score 90+ for maths, seldom 80+, neva even 70+... but then now this exam i got 65%... u noe how i feel? u noe wad is the feeling lyk to fall from A1 to B3 from a 90+ marks to drop to 60+... 30 marks difference u noe? imagine to fall from 30 storey to the ground... it would b miracle if one dun die! so u noe how it feels lyk? i expected this yet i'm not mentally prepared... i tot the max i can get is A2 but then i neva expect it to turn out to be a B3 instead!! i really feel sad abt my A maths paper... sad than ever... i usually dun cry for exam stuff one... but this tym i cried of maths, which is the best subject i have... i cried cuz i did not get my target, other ppl fail oso neva cry... am i really 'mei yong' or m i heartless?? wake up isabella!!! this is the first A maths exam u r taking, maybe u r still not exposed to it yet dat speaks the reason y u did badly... i noe u can and will get back the marks u deserved!!! "i'll do well nxt semester!!!! no doubt!! i believe myself!!" it's a miracle dat u did not die from falling from high... so muz use this opportunity and get a betta result nxt tym... u always tell ppl this but u yourself are not practicing it!!! wad a disgrace! cheer up gals... u r betta than alot ppl liao...
thanks the ppl hu consoled me juz now... i'm sry... i din consider other's feeling...
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but...
-=+inoeicanniwill+=-
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='( i juz couldnt control my tears today... i usually can control it by frowning but today i bursted out into tears immediately after maths lesson i dunno y... i juz feel miserable.. so embarrassing, hope not many ppl see it... mayb i juz couldnt accept the fact dat i failed my target for maths!!! ='( i really dun wish to mention but i wan to write out my feelings in this blog... this is the only place when i can be true abt myself... i feel so sry for the ppl who didnt do well in the maths exam but then i really muz say this... diff ppl have diff target... i usually score 90+ for maths, seldom 80+, neva even 70+... but then now this exam i got 65%... u noe how i feel? u noe wad is the feeling lyk to fall from A1 to B3 from a 90+ marks to drop to 60+... 30 marks difference u noe? imagine to fall from 30 storey to the ground... it would b miracle if one dun die! so u noe how it feels lyk? i expected this yet i'm not mentally prepared... i tot the max i can get is A2 but then i neva expect it to turn out to be a B3 instead!! i really feel sad abt my A maths paper... sad than ever... i usually dun cry for exam stuff one... but this tym i cried of maths, which is the best subject i have... i cried cuz i did not get my target, other ppl fail oso neva cry... am i really 'mei yong' or m i heartless?? wake up isabella!!! this is the first A maths exam u r taking, maybe u r still not exposed to it yet dat speaks the reason y u did badly... i noe u can and will get back the marks u deserved!!! "i'll do well nxt semester!!!! no doubt!! i believe myself!!" it's a miracle dat u did not die from falling from high... so muz use this opportunity and get a betta result nxt tym... u always tell ppl this but u yourself are not practicing it!!! wad a disgrace! cheer up gals... u r betta than alot ppl liao...
thanks the ppl hu consoled me juz now... i'm sry... i din consider other's feeling...
-=+i'msad+=-
but...
-=+inoeicanniwill+=-