harlo.. i change my blog.. i'm nt using this already.. so add link me in my other url.. (go find it urself) buahaha.. sayonara!!! =P
-=+buaiz+=-
Happy Valentine's Day!!! to the ppl out there.. and myself... but one word -- disappointed.. I'M DAMN JEALOUS OF her, her, her, her... (aiya.. juz all the hers i know) cuz they got ALOT presents... tell U.. i'll be very very FRANK today.. only today.. i juz want U to know..
was very happy in the morning.. cuz i manage to pass u the present but i haven gotten the chance to wish u a "Happy Valentine's Day" not even tru sms.. u're busy.. so i wish u now... but think no one realise dat today's oso friendship day? i wun take u as my valentine if u dun take me as one.. friend will do.. hope u oso wish me dat too? i cant really get near u.. i din see u for weeks which seems like years.. and i doubt u know dat i was so excited to see u back again yesterday?
to U, dat someone out there.. i hope u know.. understand.. it's hard to let go.. i tried.. and finally made it.. but i dun wish to do it again.. i want to let u know.. let u know dat i like u.. yea.. i know u know.. i dun wish for any return.. but dun ever ask me to give up.. cuz i know i'll say 'try'.. but i wont! it'll hurt me even more.. so let me do all the complains here.. cuz no one can understand wad i'm talking.. dun blame me if u dun understand wad i talking here.. my eng sux!
i felt dat i'm kinda despo here.. yea.. if u haven seen this side of me b4.. perhaps.. cuz this is going to be the last year in sec sch.. and i know might be the last chance (i know u'll nv giv it to me).. yea.. i dun wanna bring another regret up to a higher lvl again.. so.. let me be.. i'll still be friend wif u.. now.... juz hope it'll as long as possible.. dun ever let wad i say above and affect ur feeling towards me.. juz keep it as usual.. i'm happy and contented.. =)
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haiz... my roses.. bring to sch and bring back home without selling even one.. so i went home with many roses (but not mine).. abt today's valentine's day activity.. we gals really help out alot.. i wrap the rose wif mic till 12 midnite den go home.. den went home le i spent some time to wrap the small small gifts to giv ppl.. so i slpt at 2am.. yeah.. so all i received for this valentine's day is from teresa. a million thanks.. one is better than none.. =) for ur info.. anybody who received a bouquet of roses are wrapped by me de.. blame me if it's ugly.. so i went to sch wif mic today.. carry three big bag of roses.. like walking advertisement.. ppl see le envious.. but it's not ours.. none of them are ours.. ya.. so if got guy give me this amt of roses.. i would love him!! haha.. if it's 999 roses.. sry.. i'm abit of crazy today..
after sch went to watch i not stupid too.. wif the gals.. mic, ke, sharon.. yeah.. so i watched it, again.. and i hate those annoying ppl.. nv off their hps.. den keep narrating the story while we watch.. guess they've watch it again juz like me ba.. narrrating the whole story while the movie is going is so irritating.. anyway.. i'm touched by it once more.. this time even more.. i'm feeling dat this world is like dat... so unfair.. ppl juz know wad's face.. (mian zi).. and forget abt the ppl ard them.. this is so sad lo.. i understand the story more this time.. and so i cried. again. den laugh.. vice versa.. thx sharon for giving me a piece of tissue.. haha.. i heard dat she's the very emo type de.. yea.. so think she cried for half of the movie ba.. anyway.. the plot is damn good can.. filmsh can moved me for a second time are all very good films.. jay chou's my fav.. feng.. yi lu xiang bei.. haha.. actually i realise dat mv are more emotional than movie.. cuz the lyric is there.. the music is there.. the hidden meaning.. make the whole thing so meaningful..
i know i'll look brighter if i smile.. so.. smilez.. =)
-=+i want to be cinderella..
with a dream come true..+=-
valentine's day drawing nearer and nearer.. haiz.. i got prob wif buying presents
i can foresee dat i'm going mad tml.. serious mood swing? i dunno.. but for wad i noe.. tml will be blue for me.. valentine's day!!!!!!! himHIMhimHIMhimHIMhimHIM........... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm dying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's coming back.. i'm almost dying.. dying to see how's he.. he's enjoying the whole of the lunar new year at home ehx? haha.. =)
another thing.. haha.. i suddenly realise dat it's HIS bdae tml.. if i'm not suffering from amnesia... haha.. ehx.. at least i can still rmb leh.. tml is the eve of valentine's day.. but i know u will nv see my blog.. perhaps yes.. but i dunno how.. anyway.. out of my mind.. but juz want to wish u a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. haha.. want present muz request de.. cuz i dunno how to deliver to u xD!
tml is bad mood... i'm starting to feel it now.. bluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesblues....
-=+ihatethisf***ingfeeling+=-
woots`~! valentine's day is coming.. haha.. and i went to help sell flower today.. and i came wif a conclusion.. boys are so STINGY!!!!!! they say my roses vy expensive in front of their gals.....!! ya.. and when the gal wanted it ehx.. u know wad the guys do? they say 'no! thx!" den walk off liao.. yeah.. and my rose got voice recording de leh.. 10 bucks very resonable wad.. i tot it doesnt matter how ex the rose is gg to be if u really want to buy it and giv to ur beloved one mah? sianz.. so i stood down there wif my sis and wendy for abt 3 hrs.. and we only sold 7 stalks!!! dat was so ke lian lo.. all those who we approach dun buy.. whereas those who we dun approach came to buy themself... ppl are so stingy!!!! argh!!! there's only one valentine day every year rite? let me earn some money to buy presents mah!!!
nvm.. dun talk abt dat liao.. so after dat went to celebrate my aunt's bdae at jap restaurant.. muahahha.. the menu.. i dun understand.. got english words.. but all the name are juz too wierd to get one understand le.. i'm such a total noob in jap. haiz.. muz go and learn nxt time.. i ordered tori teriyaki duno dunno wad.. and and and.. it came.. wad a HUGE serving!!!! i cant finish.. and especially wif my difficulty to bite.. but i can say it's delicious!! muahaha.. den we had cake.. yoz! mango ICE-CREAM CAKE!! from swensen!! and guess this is the softest bdae song i've ever sang.. cuz aunt scare malu.. so the cake.. i was playing with the dry ice.. haha.. smokes~! MAGIC!! =.= anyway, the cake was nice nice nice for all i could describe (cuz i gt limited vocab).. den after dat went home..
now feeling very tired leh.. valentine's day coming.. PRESENTS!!! haiz.. i wun get any.. my intuition tells me again.. think i'll write another long long essay le..
-=+inoeimdreaming+=-
-=+dreamwuncumtru4me+=-
haiz.. getting a present for my aunt NOW is so difficult to find.. all shops.. valentine's gifts.. sianz.. see le but cant buy.. neither would ppl buy for me.. =( so end up buying sthg from value$ (cheapskate ar?)
today is my FIRST P.E lesson wif mrlow.. woots!!!~~~ we played hockey.. we spent the whole lesson learning the basics.. he taught us alot of things.. unlike mrssam last year.. she juz ask u to play but nv tell u how to play.. haha.. so hockey was fun.. and i dun get it why our sch dun hav such sports cca..
den nobody know dat there's 2 chinese lesson today.. me too.. they tot can go home early.. haha... so last period.. chinese.. alot ppl ran off.. left a few rushing homework de.. mdm lim came too late le.. no ppl den cannot teach.. "wu suo wei la" dat's wad she said.. poor thing.. she seemed so stressed by us.. haha.. =p
after sch suppose to have gz de.. but i went home.. CUZ I GOT STHG MORE IMPORTANT TO DO.. I NV PON GZ!!!!!! raining sia.. nv bring umbrella.. so use my jacket instead.. took the bus home.. den accidentally fall aslp.. den feel like slp very long liao.. but it's juz only one stop nia.. time is going so slowly.. if not is the bus too slow la.. 0.o
ok la.. it's 2.12 in the midnite le.. =p i need my slp.. buaiz..
-=+OMG!!i'mslpingthislaterecently!!+=-
-=+insomnia+=-
damn shit!! i flunk my maths ok? my first time failing E MATHS!!! stupid la.. probability juz SUX!! y the heck dat chap is in maths? and ENGLISH!!! my maths always failed to the english.. stupid sentence.. juz ask straight.. y muz beat abt the bush den ask u to find a simple thing? essay questions ar? i tot maths is juz purely logic and number? den y use complicated eng den? i dun get it y ppl think dat this chap is so easy!! argh! and ARGHHh!!!!!! binomial.. i duno wad heck ho is talking abt.. he juz failed being my maths tcher!!! i feel i'll flunk my maths test again!!!
haha.. mic juz now came my hse to watch jay chou's mv.. damn la.. she's laughing like hell in the song 'si mian chu ge' LOL crazy.. den she juz laugh like crazy.. =.=" 'cuz he look so funny!!!' we are crazy manx.. den after dat we did our homework!! maths.. and dat stupid loSAI!!! draw until so nice liao den realise NO SPACE.. no space to draw the stupid loSAI!! den have to erase the whole thing and redraw again.. yeah.. and i redo trice.. i'm PRO!!
and ya.. i went to watch i not stupid too yesterday wif my family (father and mother i love you).. ehx.. PPL.. GO WATCH.. IT'S REAL NICE.. THE LEADS AS WELL AS THE STORY.. =p so touching.. so touching dat i cried but after dat a short comedy part which make me laugh den make u cry.. den laugh.. den cry.. LOL... i'm tired.. crying half way laugh.. laugh half way cry again.. ku xao bu de.. it reflects wad my father and mother did.. but not exactly la.. the story plot is so realistic.. talking abt the importance of role-playing in a family... and parents think they are very big.. wadeva they do are always right.. we got no chance to talk...
ya.. i always wanted to share sthg wif them.. esp when sthg when i'm proud of.. my dad would juz nod his head.. ask me go slp.. den my mum would juz moan.. "i'm tired.. give me a break..." i wanted to play a new song for her.. so i sat my mum down on my bed and played on the piano and hope dat she'll like it.. but half way while playing.. she would juz walk off and do other things.. everytime i ask her y.. she would giv me this reply.. "pls la.. i dunno music.. and i can use this time to do other things.. i got alot things to do.. dun waste my time!!"... i felt so disappointed.. i practised the song well so dat i can play for her and hope she could enjoy.. but dat's wad i got in return.. so sad.. i cant help but cried.. i felt dat she dun care for me.. (all she care was her work.. i only get to see her after 10 almost everyday.. she even told me dat she dun like to come home.. haiz.. cuz her workplace got ppl who care more for her than we care for her..... dat's sad.. ) she saw me den reluctantly said "ok la ok la.. a lil thing cry cry cry.. i'll sit here and listen ok?" omg.. i feel dat she's being forced.. but hope she'll do it willingly one day..
this is so SAD.. =9 i think i have wierd family.. mum.. haiz.. dad.. even haiz.. siblings.. they are the closest to me le, physically laa.. but nt to the extend which i can show my true self to them.. dat's y my attitute in sch.. dat's y my crazy mode everytime.. and dat future psychaitrist.. dunno how to spell la.. dunno how to read my mind de.. i'm going to break down!!!!!!!!
-=+i'llxplodeoneday+=-
bei bi wu chi xia liu ke wu xia jian bian tai!!! haha i still rmb this.. LOL.. he taught me de.. haha juz suddenly tot of it.. =9
mic says i'm being possessed by dirty things.. =9 i dunno.. but i dun reali blive.. i need SCIENCE theory to prove to me for me to blive.. haha..
i dunno wad's gotten in me today.. juz going crazy!! and i think i'm dead shit ok? - the day when we will all DIE - i feel dat i've nobody to trust!!! and cuz perhaps of dat stupid attitude of mine.. i'm stubborn.. isabella i tell u.. u're going to get really really hurt one day.. but when is this day going to be.. i dunno.. anytime.. but dat's me.. i know i'll be.. and juz hope it's not some time b4 o lvl.. cant u juz cheat me a bit?
actually today gz got performance again.. at the army camp.. i nv go.. hope she knows wad she's doing.. so old le.. dun make a fool out of urself..
tml got 2 test.. geog and chi.. yeah.. hope chi test is tml.. den fri no sch.. =p return sch ba..
yay.. finally.. i found a reason to smile =)
??? LOL wad reason? nah.. juz feel dat i shld smile more.. =)
-=+hopeuunderstand+=-
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harlo.. i change my blog.. i'm nt using this already.. so add link me in my other url.. (go find it urself) buahaha.. sayonara!!! =P
-=+buaiz+=-
Happy Valentine's Day!!! to the ppl out there.. and myself... but one word -- disappointed.. I'M DAMN JEALOUS OF her, her, her, her... (aiya.. juz all the hers i know) cuz they got ALOT presents... tell U.. i'll be very very FRANK today.. only today.. i juz want U to know..
was very happy in the morning.. cuz i manage to pass u the present but i haven gotten the chance to wish u a "Happy Valentine's Day" not even tru sms.. u're busy.. so i wish u now... but think no one realise dat today's oso friendship day? i wun take u as my valentine if u dun take me as one.. friend will do.. hope u oso wish me dat too? i cant really get near u.. i din see u for weeks which seems like years.. and i doubt u know dat i was so excited to see u back again yesterday?
to U, dat someone out there.. i hope u know.. understand.. it's hard to let go.. i tried.. and finally made it.. but i dun wish to do it again.. i want to let u know.. let u know dat i like u.. yea.. i know u know.. i dun wish for any return.. but dun ever ask me to give up.. cuz i know i'll say 'try'.. but i wont! it'll hurt me even more.. so let me do all the complains here.. cuz no one can understand wad i'm talking.. dun blame me if u dun understand wad i talking here.. my eng sux!
i felt dat i'm kinda despo here.. yea.. if u haven seen this side of me b4.. perhaps.. cuz this is going to be the last year in sec sch.. and i know might be the last chance (i know u'll nv giv it to me).. yea.. i dun wanna bring another regret up to a higher lvl again.. so.. let me be.. i'll still be friend wif u.. now.... juz hope it'll as long as possible.. dun ever let wad i say above and affect ur feeling towards me.. juz keep it as usual.. i'm happy and contented.. =)
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haiz... my roses.. bring to sch and bring back home without selling even one.. so i went home with many roses (but not mine).. abt today's valentine's day activity.. we gals really help out alot.. i wrap the rose wif mic till 12 midnite den go home.. den went home le i spent some time to wrap the small small gifts to giv ppl.. so i slpt at 2am.. yeah.. so all i received for this valentine's day is from teresa. a million thanks.. one is better than none.. =) for ur info.. anybody who received a bouquet of roses are wrapped by me de.. blame me if it's ugly.. so i went to sch wif mic today.. carry three big bag of roses.. like walking advertisement.. ppl see le envious.. but it's not ours.. none of them are ours.. ya.. so if got guy give me this amt of roses.. i would love him!! haha.. if it's 999 roses.. sry.. i'm abit of crazy today..
after sch went to watch i not stupid too.. wif the gals.. mic, ke, sharon.. yeah.. so i watched it, again.. and i hate those annoying ppl.. nv off their hps.. den keep narrating the story while we watch.. guess they've watch it again juz like me ba.. narrrating the whole story while the movie is going is so irritating.. anyway.. i'm touched by it once more.. this time even more.. i'm feeling dat this world is like dat... so unfair.. ppl juz know wad's face.. (mian zi).. and forget abt the ppl ard them.. this is so sad lo.. i understand the story more this time.. and so i cried. again. den laugh.. vice versa.. thx sharon for giving me a piece of tissue.. haha.. i heard dat she's the very emo type de.. yea.. so think she cried for half of the movie ba.. anyway.. the plot is damn good can.. filmsh can moved me for a second time are all very good films.. jay chou's my fav.. feng.. yi lu xiang bei.. haha.. actually i realise dat mv are more emotional than movie.. cuz the lyric is there.. the music is there.. the hidden meaning.. make the whole thing so meaningful..
i know i'll look brighter if i smile.. so.. smilez.. =)
-=+i want to be cinderella..
with a dream come true..+=-
valentine's day drawing nearer and nearer.. haiz.. i got prob wif buying presents
i can foresee dat i'm going mad tml.. serious mood swing? i dunno.. but for wad i noe.. tml will be blue for me.. valentine's day!!!!!!! himHIMhimHIMhimHIMhimHIM........... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm dying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's coming back.. i'm almost dying.. dying to see how's he.. he's enjoying the whole of the lunar new year at home ehx? haha.. =)
another thing.. haha.. i suddenly realise dat it's HIS bdae tml.. if i'm not suffering from amnesia... haha.. ehx.. at least i can still rmb leh.. tml is the eve of valentine's day.. but i know u will nv see my blog.. perhaps yes.. but i dunno how.. anyway.. out of my mind.. but juz want to wish u a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. haha.. want present muz request de.. cuz i dunno how to deliver to u xD!
tml is bad mood... i'm starting to feel it now.. bluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesbluesblues....
-=+ihatethisf***ingfeeling+=-
woots`~! valentine's day is coming.. haha.. and i went to help sell flower today.. and i came wif a conclusion.. boys are so STINGY!!!!!! they say my roses vy expensive in front of their gals.....!! ya.. and when the gal wanted it ehx.. u know wad the guys do? they say 'no! thx!" den walk off liao.. yeah.. and my rose got voice recording de leh.. 10 bucks very resonable wad.. i tot it doesnt matter how ex the rose is gg to be if u really want to buy it and giv to ur beloved one mah? sianz.. so i stood down there wif my sis and wendy for abt 3 hrs.. and we only sold 7 stalks!!! dat was so ke lian lo.. all those who we approach dun buy.. whereas those who we dun approach came to buy themself... ppl are so stingy!!!! argh!!! there's only one valentine day every year rite? let me earn some money to buy presents mah!!!
nvm.. dun talk abt dat liao.. so after dat went to celebrate my aunt's bdae at jap restaurant.. muahahha.. the menu.. i dun understand.. got english words.. but all the name are juz too wierd to get one understand le.. i'm such a total noob in jap. haiz.. muz go and learn nxt time.. i ordered tori teriyaki duno dunno wad.. and and and.. it came.. wad a HUGE serving!!!! i cant finish.. and especially wif my difficulty to bite.. but i can say it's delicious!! muahaha.. den we had cake.. yoz! mango ICE-CREAM CAKE!! from swensen!! and guess this is the softest bdae song i've ever sang.. cuz aunt scare malu.. so the cake.. i was playing with the dry ice.. haha.. smokes~! MAGIC!! =.= anyway, the cake was nice nice nice for all i could describe (cuz i gt limited vocab).. den after dat went home..
now feeling very tired leh.. valentine's day coming.. PRESENTS!!! haiz.. i wun get any.. my intuition tells me again.. think i'll write another long long essay le..
-=+inoeimdreaming+=-
-=+dreamwuncumtru4me+=-
haiz.. getting a present for my aunt NOW is so difficult to find.. all shops.. valentine's gifts.. sianz.. see le but cant buy.. neither would ppl buy for me.. =( so end up buying sthg from value$ (cheapskate ar?)
today is my FIRST P.E lesson wif mrlow.. woots!!!~~~ we played hockey.. we spent the whole lesson learning the basics.. he taught us alot of things.. unlike mrssam last year.. she juz ask u to play but nv tell u how to play.. haha.. so hockey was fun.. and i dun get it why our sch dun hav such sports cca..
den nobody know dat there's 2 chinese lesson today.. me too.. they tot can go home early.. haha... so last period.. chinese.. alot ppl ran off.. left a few rushing homework de.. mdm lim came too late le.. no ppl den cannot teach.. "wu suo wei la" dat's wad she said.. poor thing.. she seemed so stressed by us.. haha.. =p
after sch suppose to have gz de.. but i went home.. CUZ I GOT STHG MORE IMPORTANT TO DO.. I NV PON GZ!!!!!! raining sia.. nv bring umbrella.. so use my jacket instead.. took the bus home.. den accidentally fall aslp.. den feel like slp very long liao.. but it's juz only one stop nia.. time is going so slowly.. if not is the bus too slow la.. 0.o
ok la.. it's 2.12 in the midnite le.. =p i need my slp.. buaiz..
-=+OMG!!i'mslpingthislaterecently!!+=-
-=+insomnia+=-
damn shit!! i flunk my maths ok? my first time failing E MATHS!!! stupid la.. probability juz SUX!! y the heck dat chap is in maths? and ENGLISH!!! my maths always failed to the english.. stupid sentence.. juz ask straight.. y muz beat abt the bush den ask u to find a simple thing? essay questions ar? i tot maths is juz purely logic and number? den y use complicated eng den? i dun get it y ppl think dat this chap is so easy!! argh! and ARGHHh!!!!!! binomial.. i duno wad heck ho is talking abt.. he juz failed being my maths tcher!!! i feel i'll flunk my maths test again!!!
haha.. mic juz now came my hse to watch jay chou's mv.. damn la.. she's laughing like hell in the song 'si mian chu ge' LOL crazy.. den she juz laugh like crazy.. =.=" 'cuz he look so funny!!!' we are crazy manx.. den after dat we did our homework!! maths.. and dat stupid loSAI!!! draw until so nice liao den realise NO SPACE.. no space to draw the stupid loSAI!! den have to erase the whole thing and redraw again.. yeah.. and i redo trice.. i'm PRO!!
and ya.. i went to watch i not stupid too yesterday wif my family (father and mother i love you).. ehx.. PPL.. GO WATCH.. IT'S REAL NICE.. THE LEADS AS WELL AS THE STORY.. =p so touching.. so touching dat i cried but after dat a short comedy part which make me laugh den make u cry.. den laugh.. den cry.. LOL... i'm tired.. crying half way laugh.. laugh half way cry again.. ku xao bu de.. it reflects wad my father and mother did.. but not exactly la.. the story plot is so realistic.. talking abt the importance of role-playing in a family... and parents think they are very big.. wadeva they do are always right.. we got no chance to talk...
ya.. i always wanted to share sthg wif them.. esp when sthg when i'm proud of.. my dad would juz nod his head.. ask me go slp.. den my mum would juz moan.. "i'm tired.. give me a break..." i wanted to play a new song for her.. so i sat my mum down on my bed and played on the piano and hope dat she'll like it.. but half way while playing.. she would juz walk off and do other things.. everytime i ask her y.. she would giv me this reply.. "pls la.. i dunno music.. and i can use this time to do other things.. i got alot things to do.. dun waste my time!!"... i felt so disappointed.. i practised the song well so dat i can play for her and hope she could enjoy.. but dat's wad i got in return.. so sad.. i cant help but cried.. i felt dat she dun care for me.. (all she care was her work.. i only get to see her after 10 almost everyday.. she even told me dat she dun like to come home.. haiz.. cuz her workplace got ppl who care more for her than we care for her..... dat's sad.. ) she saw me den reluctantly said "ok la ok la.. a lil thing cry cry cry.. i'll sit here and listen ok?" omg.. i feel dat she's being forced.. but hope she'll do it willingly one day..
this is so SAD.. =9 i think i have wierd family.. mum.. haiz.. dad.. even haiz.. siblings.. they are the closest to me le, physically laa.. but nt to the extend which i can show my true self to them.. dat's y my attitute in sch.. dat's y my crazy mode everytime.. and dat future psychaitrist.. dunno how to spell la.. dunno how to read my mind de.. i'm going to break down!!!!!!!!
-=+i'llxplodeoneday+=-
bei bi wu chi xia liu ke wu xia jian bian tai!!! haha i still rmb this.. LOL.. he taught me de.. haha juz suddenly tot of it.. =9
mic says i'm being possessed by dirty things.. =9 i dunno.. but i dun reali blive.. i need SCIENCE theory to prove to me for me to blive.. haha..
i dunno wad's gotten in me today.. juz going crazy!! and i think i'm dead shit ok? - the day when we will all DIE - i feel dat i've nobody to trust!!! and cuz perhaps of dat stupid attitude of mine.. i'm stubborn.. isabella i tell u.. u're going to get really really hurt one day.. but when is this day going to be.. i dunno.. anytime.. but dat's me.. i know i'll be.. and juz hope it's not some time b4 o lvl.. cant u juz cheat me a bit?
actually today gz got performance again.. at the army camp.. i nv go.. hope she knows wad she's doing.. so old le.. dun make a fool out of urself..
tml got 2 test.. geog and chi.. yeah.. hope chi test is tml.. den fri no sch.. =p return sch ba..
yay.. finally.. i found a reason to smile =)
??? LOL wad reason? nah.. juz feel dat i shld smile more.. =)
-=+hopeuunderstand+=-